I have as many depths as the Ocean
The sea has unknown places no mans eyes have seen
On a discovery within my own ocean
Swimming in the depth of the ocean
Feeling my feelings
Flowing with emotions
The waterfall opens new depths
I want to swim deep in my ocean
Until the pain turns into strength
Growing through uncomfortability
How many poems will i write until i feel whole?
Allowing the rivers to connect on there own accord
The path to my higher self needs
Every day i feel alone in my own tidal waves
Is a stroke of pulling back my love
Detaching from the attachment of love loss
Candy floss clouds and unicorns are far away in the distance
All i need is love
Where did the love go when i need it most
It is inside me
Open myself to self to fulfil myself
With my love for self
Lets be selfish
For i believe selfish is loving thyself
Not thinking of anyone but self
It is okay when your a giver
Always giving all you’ve got to beloved or not
Every ones happiness comes first
But what about oneself happiness
I have a dream
I am loving myself in the deepest depths of my ocean
Raw natural beauty
Beautifully loving B. Love yourself. Love me. xx
I am grateful for those that have spoken kind words of wisdom, keeping me in the light and out of the darkest depths of the ocean, taking time out of their busy schedules, acknowledging my pain through my smile and expression through half expressed words…. unheard or unacknowledged by uncomfortable conversations detoured or dismissed.
I do not expect others to treat me as i treat them as that is not possible as we are all unique, bringing our own unique qualities to create balance within our relationships.
I just think human beings need to get in touch with their compassion and empathy, deep within your ocean.
Slight curve on the tangent…And all this not getting involved bullshit is what i said bull shit. How can you create peace by standing by and watching a war commence although you are not physically involving yourself, you are mentally involved as emotions will grow based on what your eyes and ears have witnessed. No more standing by like your blank TV screen. You get it.
I forgive myself for allowing myself to get to this point of swirling confusion of happiness and sadness at such a height in my life and not loving myself enough to uplift in the happiest time in my life whilst transitioning through the many changes that have occurred for the best, flowing closer to my higher self. Thank you for your guidance. Love Love.